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May 31 eomWhere I left off...thinking.... Three collages. One from 5-29, random selection from one cartoon became fodder for anagrams "chosen" and "find". Early Tuesday morning, I started my usual routine, got stuck on one cartoon and pretty much stayed with that for awhile. I heard (on CNN) a story about alligators and heard mention of alligator eyes and eyelids of all things, about the same time I was figuring out how eyelids would look on the eye of God (NASA) photo I had just doubled and reversed. I had the word figured in the anagram as well, mostly due to the fact that the previous day I had used part of a cartoon with the Mona Lisa having blinked, causing Leonardo to depict her with her eyes closed, thus eyelids. So I used it again, with the randomly chosen words from two separate cartoons: . That translated into many anagrams but I used only a few. At one point, watching Stargate, the ancients figured in, and while the volume on the computer was too loud, the slamming of doors was as well, as the buddy list kept track of comings and goings. Speaking of comings and goings and the gas to get you there...I saw the Shell price photo on AOL and realized that anagrams from the same words fit there too. "You're the only one who'll see it" and "your backward ideas" was changed to accommodate the signage by rearranging the letters to read, "We see a way Shell hit record today, you like uno born".The gas pricing sign at Shell showed regular arm, plus leg , V-Power first born. Glad someone has all this figured out already. In the "find" jpeg part of a cartoon shows a woman with eyes covered and a little sign that says "identity protection" and I noticed the anagrams included that by changing to read in part "only her eyes worried about ID" and the rest of the letters used for the other cartoons where the lab mice are finding a way out of the lab. Go figure the synchronicity on all of these. The universe has to play. I will be gone a couple of days; enjoy the three montages/collages: May 28 Is it summer already?Hot, hot, hot and no air conditioning. Madison is having Courthouse days this weekend, and when I drove by the area in which it is held, it looked like a pretty slim crowd.
Saturday, May 27 Although my mailbox had been cleared, this appeared this morning in my mailbox, dated Wednesday: PhysOrg Newsletter Wednesday: INEXPENSIVE DETECTOR SEES THE INVISIBLE, IN COLOR, May 24 An inexpensive detector developed by a NASA-led team can now see invisible infrared light in a range of "colors," or wavelengths. http://www.physorg.com/news67701347.html The ability to see a range of infrared wavelengths is now possible with QWIP technology, a Quantum Well Infrared Photodetector array. When infrared light, which is invisible human eyes, hits a quantum well in the array, an image is created. Quantum wells can be designed to detect light with different energy levels, thus when light with the correct energy hits one of the quantum wells in the array, the freed electron flows through the silicon readout, where it is recorded. Love those quantum wells. Apparently my mail goes through a slow wormhole occasionally, causing me to not receive it for a few days. It is funny how I can clear all mail, and then find new mails, from an earlier date, in a position in the inbox as though it was there all along. Sunday, May 28 Been in and out a lot so journalling has been a bit erratic. Today's horoscope: "There's no need to explain yourself all at once. Field these questions one at a time. In the end, you're the one in charge of the information flow. You can decide what you want to answer and what you don't. " Sooooo, I guess I don't need excuses, lol. I ran across a page a made a while back...I need a flow chart for all the pages I have made and forgotten about, or had trouble with the computer and never got back to the pages. http://hometown.aol.com/doofendugela/page1.html and another with the same name: http://hometown.aol.com/doofendugela/001.htm It was interesting to try to use this link via AOL's browser. It would not give me the page, "Sorry, We Can't Find That Page,You might try retyping the URL, or searching below" was the response on aol itself, but then I switched to the explorer/yahoo route, it opened just fine. Figures, it IS an aol link. So if using AOL and either of the links won't open, try switching browsers.All things have brought me to where I am now, and life's circularity makes it so that time is of no consequence, all things remain relative, and gift me with new insights. Speaking of circles , it is soooooooooooo hot today, we are just laying around soaking up oscillating fan breezes, going between history and animals on the tube.Today's word for the day is cerebration. Cerebration is ultimately derived from Latin cerebrum, "brain." The related verb cerebrate means "to use the power of reason; to think." Hmmm, brain was in my anagrams a lot this past week. I wonder what will grab my attention this week? It's funny, I just realized the second of the two links I just gave had to do with "thinking". I have two collages/montages today. I started one yesterday, finished it with some add-ons today, and then made another. Hope you can get the subtle relationships. May 26 CU"Enter the Professionals"... for a life-changing "wow" experience...space.com mail...I am a little slow on my news lately...actually, this was yesterday's news> http://space.com/adastra/adastra_advocacy_prof_060525.html about the National Space Society’s International Space Development Conference (ISDC), which I just opened as I decided to start a journal entry. My journal entry (a few back when I actually wrote something) I used the term professionally/profession/profess and used it in the montage as well...thus I begin my stream...I also mentioned the backwards spelling of Heaven as a gir's name, and as the story headline went "And if It's a Boy, Will It Be Lleh?" thus the HELL sign in one of today's montages (which was actually started yesterday).I do this to make connection, open the channel more or less, and yes, "wow" is there, too.... Someplace in that journal entry was the word of the day "cognoscente" and something about being cognizant...so I read a story today about chocolate assisting our cognition (among other things): http://www.physorg.com/news67830907.html Yum! Chocolate...not the cheap stuff please. TRUFFLES would be good for me, lol. No doubt, this was the news everyone needed to hear today, and we can now stop debating: a scientist reported that the egg came first: http://www.physorg.com/news67829669.html . Hey, I just write down what I see, as I see it. I had to laugh when I read one of the physorg comments/posts that said: "Stupid Scientists.That's like saying the baby came before the mother." I do have to wonder how much scientists get paid to do the research they do. Here's a study I definitely agree with though: http://www.physorg.com/news67756058.html Women's fat tied to insufficient sleep. I get a couple of hours a night, and have known for a long time that lack of sleep added the thirty pounds I have gained that in the past couple of years...cortisol is the culprit. I had always been thin, so when I went through the divorce and then started sleeping under that magical 5 hours, it started to get me...it, being weight, and also the other "it"...that thinking "it", the one that allows me to see things differently, shall we say. Speaking of thinking, that leads to brains or maybe branes. http://www.physorg.com/news67773542.html Dimensions...branes...how many, where are they? Interestingly enough, to me at least; that anagram keeps on giving..."ma first binal brane icu" came from the same words used the past couple of montages. Kind'a lends itself to the chicken-egg thing and leads me back to Einstein and the paradox of that twin (http://www.geocities.com/r2ii4u/etcetera.html) dimension...gamma rays oh yeah, wink, wink...I c u 2...pictorials of sorts.http://www.geocities.com/rii4u/CU2.html http://www.geocities.com/rii4u/earth.html And I did just check to see if these old links worked...they did when I last checked, even though the pages were made over a year ago...or was it two? Anyway, the earth html takes a bit to open. If none of this makes sense, well, you just haven't been following it long enough.... WHY am I here...oh, to put on the last two montages I did, which came first. May 24 Cambrian resultsAt one point today, I looked up at the TV and saw the words ISTANBUL FIRE on the screen, probably CNN was on, and for some reason it set me off. I also heard Alex Trebeck's voice say the word "cambrian" at some point in time after that, announcing the winning answer to a question in a National Geographic Society contest. I was in the middle of something but it turns out using both words in my anagrams worked out fine for the day. Earlier this day, I placed a few montages on my journal and one included part of a ziggy cartoon, with the doctor using a tuning fork on the back of his head, the word echo in the text being of interest to me. So after I saw then rearranged the letters in ISTANBULFIRE to include the word "result" I was actually hearing the same word ("result") said repeatedly on a CNN story (May 24, 1:10 PM). Sooooooooo, I figured I should go ahead with the text montage. "Brain fuels it"...yeah, it sure does...If humans had given more credence to the possibility that cambrian brains could tell us more... http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=cambrian JEOPARDY!=per adj OY! Istanbul fires and cambrian explosions, lead me to weird wonders http://www.ucmp.berkeley.edu/help/taxaform.html and cambrian creatures http://www.ucmp.berkeley.edu/cambrian/camblife.html and vendian critters http://www.ucmp.berkeley.edu/vendian/critters.html. Just following my stream....cool picture: http://www.ucmp.berkeley.edu/vendian/vendintro.gif MY TEXTUAL MONTAGE: May 20 Festival DayIn my mail today, physorg news: http://www.physorg.com/news67174218.html "Searching for the soul in the machine". Actually, that's what I call the effigia, ghost as it were, in the machine.I made an entry about that a while back: http://spaces.msn.com/h2ogenius/blog/cns!345147715A028ABA!288.entry I thought my horoscope was kinda' fun for the day (Friday); part of it read, " Create a little zaniness on the home front. Serve up a meal of all-orange food." All orange, huh? Imagine that, lol. I have been know to have certain color foods for fun in the past; the kids always seemed to think it was funny.I noticed via my NYTimes mail, a blurb on Syracuse: " 36 Hours in Syracuse:http://travel2.nytimes.com/2006/05/19/travel/escapes/19hours.html?th&emc=th A weekend in Syracuse includes stops at Toothpick City, Dinosaur Bar-B-Que and a flea market. " "IN Syracuse, birthplace of the serrated knife and the dental chair, as the city boasts, folks have been patiently distilling authentic Rust Belt culture" I wasn't there long enough to see any of that stuff!. Strange stuff has an appeal, for some reason. Again browsing the headlines of my mail for the New York Times: And if It's a Boy, Will It Be Lleh?: "In 1999, there were only eight newborn American girls named Nevaeh. Last year, it was the 70th-most-popular name for baby girls....Nevaeh is not in the Bible or any religious text. It is not from a foreign language. It is not the name of a celebrity, real or fictional. The surge of Nevaeh can be traced to a single event: the appearance of a Christian rock star, Sonny Sandoval of P.O.D., on MTV in 2000 with his baby daughter, Nevaeh. "Heaven spelled backwards," he said." And so it goes...That was what I started writing yesterday evening.I was amiss yesterday in not putting my journal montage online, so do so today. Anyone who reads my stuff knows you always have to go back and come forward anyway, to keep up with the stream of thought and connecting things. And since I never got back to my journal yesterday, here I am Saturday, reading part of my horoscope: "Are you sacrificing too much of yourself? Maintain more focus on your own happiness." Yeah, I stayed in last night, when I would have rather gone down to the beginning of the folk festival to listen to some music. I do give up a big part of my own enjoyment, and I should not. I will go today at some point to listen to music and storytelling though, and speaking of stories and going somewhere... A little roverian note: http://space.com/missionlaunches/060519_rovers_update.html " Mars Rover Update: Spirit Hunkers Down, Opportunity on the Move : ""Opportunity’s mission has been all about reading the story contained within the layered rocks that lie just below the surface of Meridiani Planum," Farrand advised. "We got about 40 to 50 centimeters of outcrop at Eagle Crater [at the start of its roving] and then 7 meters at Endurance Crater."However, at Victoria, it looks like there’s a deeper story there."Wouldn't you just love to know... They go on to say "Spirit is devotedly engaged in gathering science data too. It’s in need of a little dental work, however." Must be something in the water, eh? ""One thing about staying in one place for a long time is that it enables lots of interesting science that just isn’t possible when you’re always moving. We’re taking advantage of that now with Spirit," Squyres explained. The "eyes" have it"...""the missions just keep rocking on!" Yeah, rock on Spirit and Opportunity, those of such little faith never dreamed you'd last this long, lol. Back to headlines a moment: "Land Speed Record:Mountain Moves 62 miles in 30 minutes"...that should capture someone's attention, lol.Heart Mountain looks so out of place that geologists knew it must've come from somewhere else". http://www.livescience.com/forcesofnature/060519_moving_mountain.html I can hear it now, Mommy, where do mountains come from? They say, Heart Mountain isn't the only moveable mountain, the Canary Islands could be traveling soon. So if you can't get to the mountain, it could be coming to you. Today is my sister's birthday, so I sent her a happy birthday wherever you are e-mail. Best I could do for now, since all my addresses and phone numbers are locked up in my other computer. C'est dommage. She is older than me, and much more successful professionally; not difficult considering I no longer HAVE a profession. Well, maybe I do, I do profess a lot, lol. Profess to know....ah, today's word of the day is cognoscente. I love those old Italian derivatives: "Cognoscente derives from the Obsolete Italian, from Latin cognoscens, cognoscent-, present participle of cognoscere, "to know." Know? Cognizant... ======================================================================================== That's as far as I got today before the festival. It is now about 10PM, festival music was fine, storytelling was not. I just finished my montage. Before I left to the festival I had only pasted the love is box with the word profession. The rest was finished a few minutes ago after viewing today's cartoons. I made some interesting connections, subtle but synchronistic. I also include the montage forgotten from yesterday.
PS Before going to the festival, the man in the orange shirt came back down the street again looking to cause trouble again, but he was chased off (see story of http://spaces.msn.com/rii4u/blog/cns!D76AD12762D9D5AF!183.entry) again. I think I just need to be vigilant for my neighbor's sake. May 19 The weekend begins...Madison is having a festival this weekend: http://www.ohiorivervalleyfolkfestival.com/ and it could be good if they have some decent publicity and plan to do it every year with the blessings and assistance of the international storytelling folks in Jonesboro, Tennessee, who have been doing a fabulous job since they started their storytelling festival 34 years ago (http://www.storytellingcenter.net/festival/festival.htm). I haven't been to the Jonesboro site since my divorce a few years ago, and really miss the storytelling festival. I used to tell people it was a place that made my mouth hurt from laughing and smiling all weekend. Great little town where all the folks work together to put on a real class event. Madison, Indiana could do that too, if it works on it. The riverfront is perfect for it, and the town has more to offer than it thinks, if it would just pool the resources available. I am looking forward to the first Ohio River Valley Folk Festival and seeing where it goes from this year's event. I did not sleep much at all last night, even though it was cool and quiet. I did my collage early, and will let it stand as it is. At the moment, I am trying to keep a large baby robin alive, after one of the cats dragged it in here a little while ago. I brought both cats in and placed the bird outside in a bush. I realize it's chances are slim but worth trying. Yesterday, it rained a lot, and for some reason, I decided to try to re-vamp some of the steps a little, making them a little deeper, and finding some rock to place in them. The sun is out today, so hoping it dries the soil a little so I can work it. I did a little yard work yesterday, and sooooooooo much needs to be done, but I am learning to not work so hard. It took so long for it to fall into disrepair that I should not expect myself to work miracles in one season. So I will do a little today, and try to enjoy the weather with other interests as well. Off for now: May 18 what it amounts to...BLIP, BLIP...pulse...the effigia has something to say on this one: http://www.livescience.com/technology/060518_light_backward.html
I hardly even opened the story when the computer started acting up. I have lost the information I had, or the path to get to this point, I should say...no information is ever really lost...ask Einstein. I was watching TV earlier, the beau flipping channels I should say, and I started writing using the words blip, blip and on the channel at that time, the guy was using a metal detector in the backyard, so I was hearing the blips as I typed my own...
About the backwards thing, "Light Travels Backward and Faster than Light": a scientist says his team has made light go backward, not a simple trick of mirrors. Previous work has slowed light to a crawl. But in the new research, a pulse of light is given a negative speed and—as if just to make your head spin—the researcher says the experiment made light appear to exceed its theoretical speed limit. verbatim from a statement issued by the University of Rochester: "As the pulse enters the material, a second pulse appears on the far end of the fiber and flows backward. The reversed pulse not only propagates backward, but it releases a forward pulse out the far end of the fiber. In this way, the pulse that enters the front of the fiber appears out the end almost instantly, apparently traveling faster than the regular speed of light."
OK, so I saw that, and saw the illustration and the effigia went wild...under the illustration were the words: "one attempt to explain the befuddling experiment" and so I naturally had to rearrange those words to show "men didn't explain fleeting+put more text+begin one path=one attempt to explain the befuddling experiment. Ok, well, they are right, it really doesn't explain much. I laughed, knowing how sometimes the effigia are soooo specific. They wanted it shown in a most simplistic manner, with color...and I doubt many will understand, but ...
What a paradox...or as I like to say, a pair of ducks, lol...it all becomes relative when you go backwards and then fast forward: Oh, I noticed...the forward button...after I put the previous entry on, and checked the blog photos, I happened to notice that the forward button went between pink and yellow...just like my highlighting in my montages...kinda' fun...yeah, I noticed, so I took a screen shot twice and made that into the jpeg for this entry: In the pink!What's with the pink...who knows, I just happen to notice is all. I am in the stream of things....writing as I go.
At 9:00 the TV comes on, my beau turned it on CHARMED. One of the characters, Phoebe,(Alyssa Milano) was wearing a very bright pink beret. So, I figured it was my connection and to continue.
I looked up the wave petunias online (http://www.wave-rave.com/) and read "Look for Pink! Look for Pink packaging to insure you are purchasing authentic Wave petunias." A real WOW pink...like the ticket, like the beret...just connecting the dots. I think I want another package of those...off I go. Today's art: May 17 How does anyoneI noticed my daughter's away message this morning, a message that she hoped the toilet paper fairy would be making rounds to her apartment. The things I have taught my children- to believe in toilet paper fairies, gremlins that live under the house and steal things (we call them the little people) and so on.... My beau has had tooth pain for a couple of days, and today we called around and found a dentist office willing to get him in today. So we went this morning. He was somewhat anxious. As I sat in the waiting room I thumbed through a Woman's Day magazine, and occasionally watched the children playing in the room, and at some point noticed the colors in the oriental style carpet. Mostly traditional colors were in the rug with the exception of a very bright pink color in some of the border flowers. I couldn't help but notice, it was that unusual...it matched the WAVE petunias I had just planted the day before. So I kept myself busy while he was in with the dentist, and after finishing with the magazine I then picked up the children's board book under the chair next to me, titled, You Are Special, by Max Lucado. "Wemmicks scurry about their days doing what they always do: sticking gold stars on the pretty and talented Wemmicks or gray dots on those who make mistakes." So if you are not up to par, you get dots, eh? Dots, of course, just connecting a few, I had to laugh. There was one individual in the story that was dotless and starless. Of course, the main pinocchio-type character wanted to be like that individual, the one without stars or dots. I didn't get to read it all, as I was only about halfway through when my beau was finished. I went around the other side of the reception area, through the door and started collecting his paperwork. One of the items was a very bright pink card that looked like a movie ticket, it says reserved seating, admit one, on it, the return visit card. Bright pink, I guess so one does not lose it, like the WAVE flowers and the unusual pink in the rug. I would notice these things, yes. Earlier in the morning, before leaving for the dental office, I had just started my collage/montage and I had just pasted part of a cartoon on my montage, money is being handed to a ticket taker. As I was working on the montage after dinner, right before posting this, I was listening to Stargate (SG-1) and Jack was saying, "How do you know this is Norene's house?" at the same time I was pasting the Calvin piece of cartoon with the bubble that says "How do you know?"
How does anyone? May 16 Veda Veil ViewI am in a stream of consciousness: There is a story today about the Musée de l'Orangerie...yesterday I put a montage on, calling it lorange...it had the guy with the orange crush and clock on it (http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/16/arts/design/16oran.html? and while on the NYTimes site saw another story http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/16/science/16class.html titled: A, B, C, D, Fang, Beak, Sky ... My Maya Crash Course. When I read that I was finally able to go back to my montage for today and finish it. I pasted the seven little characters from the story into my montage...all seven glyphs mean UHT a word that means to happen. This from the story: "The first four glyphs fixed time in relation to the mythic Maya past. The fifth glyph was one variation of "And then it happened." The following glyphs established the day and month when a king ascended the throne, in the eighth century A.D., K'inich Akul. A final glyph referred to the ruler's deified ancestor." There is always more to discover, just when people think they have it down, lol. And speaking of kings... In my mail I found that the Cincinnati Observatory is giving some info on Jupiter: "The king of the solar system is back. Jupiter has returned to the evening skies with its fabled red spot and 63 moons." (Jupiter Days Four Evenings to See the Giant of the Solar System At the Cincinnati Observatory Center May 25-28 from 8:30-11:00pm. I won't be able to be there but I have seen Jupiter before.I am going off task...back to the montage... In the montage are the words from a comic strip, "I developed an alphabet" which I changed to "bet alpha opened veda veil"...Alpha being JC of course. I went to find a definition for veda and veil for those who might read this and came across this site: http://www.phoenixmasonry.org/masonicmuseum/glossary/glossary_v.htm and this was informational about vedas: http://www.indhistory.com/vedas-upanishads-puranas.html And for whatever reason, I decided to look here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_(Hinduism) since MAYA was a keyword for me today Nothing like a little randomized enlightenment...
Got my new gutter rail boxes planted today...some WAVE petunias, geraniums, dusty miller, coleus, impatiens, asparagus fern. Not much of a selection but fine for this year. Maybe by next year I will find out where all the greenhouses are for something different. A friend today said she would give me some of her batchelor's buttons for the yard. How wonderful! My Collage/Montage: May 15 I did not sleep well, nothing new in that though. Yesterday, I watched a few minutes of decoding the da vinci code or something like that, and saw the words san greal and then again they moved a letter so it read sang real, and it stuck in my head half the night. I rearranged the letters a few times, some of which are in the day's montage: ra angels, as angler, las range, la sangre...to name a few of the anagrams. I even had my own made up word lasagner, which I attributed to the Garfield influence, lol. I had this thing about feathers too, las, being the word which took me there, and I came upon a certain code of sorts which included a feather...it meant keys in hand. Did I ever mention the time I opened a locked van door in the presence of a police officer, and my sister, using a feather a key which did not fit the lock and the belief that the door would open? Anyway, maybe another time. I did manage to open the door because of that feather, lol...and the belief of course. The word sangre means blood, so I was brought to thinking abouyt the sangre de cristo mountains again. looked up one of the newspapers online and saw it had an enchantment guide, and since I had put a reference to enchanted learning on the montage...I checked it out. I am more interested in the other side of the mountains, the Colorado side. Sometimes I go to the sitefound a while back, just to see what's going on in the area: http://sangre-de-cristo.com/westcliffe/index.htm. My eldest sister has a view of Mt. Horn outside her window; I was fortunate to view that and know where she is building a house for her retirement. I wish... Anyway...today it rained more, so not much got done around here. I do now have a new "gutter window box", thanks to the beau, which hangs over the porch rail and though it is shallow it is fine for growing some herbs, maybe pertunias or impatiens...something colorful. He moved some of the doors away from the entrance to the shop, so it looks about 15% better, because that is how much of the yard junk was moved, lol. Progress...baby steps. Tomorrow I will purchase some annuals and see if more work can be done in the yard.
Sometimes I wonder why certain e-mails come into my box days after the date it says they were posted, and other times, I figure it is all in divine order, so not to wonder. I generally clear all mails, leaving none unread when I close the box, so I certainly notice when there is a mail that shows up further down on the list, and appears to be from a date such as today's mail, with the date the 10th on it (Long Range Solar Forecast/05.10.2006)...today being the 15th. A bit of a walk around the block with the e-mail, eh? Obviously, the story was on slowing: http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2006/10may_longrange.htm?list130583 and there is that R A N G E thing...must be a timing thing, lol. Kids sent me some roses, lilies and statice today. Nice little surprise to brighten my day. May 14 Happy Momma's DayI wrote stuff, the computer went off, the words evaporated and I decided just to put the montage on, and forget about whatever I wrote, because it really doesn't matter all that much. Yeah, we caught a mouse during the night, and for some reason today, I noticed the word CATCH in what I was doing at the same time I had the show ANGEL EYES on TV today, and heard one of the characters say his name was CATCH, so...yeah, I am still in sync, no problem. I put the words what's the catch into the browser and did a search and the first thing that came up was tom and jerry, of course, a cat and mouse game!
Sooooooooooooo, in honor of momma everywhere, happy mother's day ladies! May 13 Rainy day and attiude to matchMouse poo...an experience I have not had in a long time. The last time I cleaned up mouse poop I was living in Cleveland Heights and had a mouse named Booyo. Now, after months of ignoring the problem, and using utensils that I keep in the wire basket by the sink for meals, I cleaned out the drawers. I washed every single utensil, brush, knife, nut pick, corn cob holder...well, you get the idea. Mouse traps now sit in the empty drawers and fortunately, the containers I normally keep these items in, in the drawer, can hold them on the island while I decide if I will ever put them back into a drawer again. Mouse poo, urine and bleach have given me reason not to go back in the kitchen today. Leftovers that I can heat in the microwave tonight, that is as far as I want to go. I have made some attempt at montage in the past few days, but the rain and some other issues leave me uninspired at the moment. Last I left off, there was some mention of the orange shirt.blue pants thing, so I incorporated those into the montage with a few dribs and drabs of comic strip frames.
After a year, the building permit now sits in the front window, meaning; there is actual intent to build that which the $58 dollar permit states issuance, a 15 by 20 bedroom. It is something. A bonus room comes below it, with the only place to finally put a storage closet of some sort. This house has one small closet in the bathroom, and not being the most organized at this point, one can imagine my consternation at not being able to put things away like I am used to. Some may say, get rid of stuff, but unless I pare down to a week's worth of clothing, bedding and keep nothing extra, the house should have at least one more closet. I know, I know, there were armoires in the 1800's and people had plenty of room. I have one armoire, and yes, I could stand to get rid of a few things, but...I am not going to buy another five armoires unless I win the lottery, which would be nice, and I doubt many more closets will be built. I have done a fair job of dismantling my life from a ten room house, with closets and storage abundanza, to nothing but a bathroom closet and basement storage, but at least I have that. I suppose my mood may be discernable today...flat. I have many things about my life that few would know about or understand, so I rarely actually reveal them outright. I try to be more optimistic; real life can often be somewhat disappointing.
A little disappointment came yesterday, when I learned someone had complained about the yard. I would too if I didn't live here. It can be very frustrating for me at times, knowing where and how I used to live. This is all so difficult at times, but I keep trying to chip away at the yard, with little money, and not as much braun as I used to have. I have planted a lot of perrennials, trees and shrubs, but the yard still has a lot of "stuff" in it, the house falling apart and the huge pile of lumber ( the cut city tree) in the yard. Yeah, the two pick up trucks are gone, as is the six foot satellite dish, a lot of trash and metal waste. A lot remains, and it is not so simple to just remove everything; it is building salvage, which means it might be used someplace, sometime. So, windows sit in the yard, doors, large pieces of wood, etc., etc., and I cannot move it out of the yard. Inasmuch as I hate moving things two or three times, I am tired of looking at it all myself, so as much as I dislike the extra work, may just go ahead and move it all to the other side of a building here, and see if some miracle occurs that allows space for all this stuff in the shop basement someday. Of course, all the stuff that needs to be cleared out of the shop basement still sits there. If people only knew how frustrating it is. I used to have a garage with pegboard, tolls lined up, you know the routine. Neat and orderly. The lawn mower was never put away with gas in it, no oil on the garage floor. I have no garage now, but my lawnmower is not here either, so it really doesn't matter. I will plug away as I can, and try not to let it get me down so much. I can only DO so much. Last year I tried to rid the yard of johnson grass, and this year, it has come back twice what it was. Yeah, agent orange might get rid of it, but in the meantime, I try to apply weed killer here and there and still plant other things.
It has rained all week, so I have not really been able to do much outside, and just as well, I suppose, as I have injured and re-injured my back enough that I know I have worked a bit much out there. I am waiting for the copper gutter/window boxes to be made, so I can maybe grow some herbs in them, but that hasn't happened yet. I hope there will still be a few herbs left at Lowe's (only place I know of at the moment) because I would really like some basil and rosemary,etc., I started some seeds in a strawberry pot, but the seeds have just sproted their true leaves, so it will be awhile. I know, it takes patience to grow a garden, and I am not acting very patient. Not when I see plants six inches tall at the store, and I don't even have the planter ready yet. Such is life, I suppose I should just be quiet for the rest of the day.
Here is the collage.montage that I made since the 11th. Not much, but something strings things together and in a few days I know something better will happen. I did not check spelling today, so if you find a mistake, you were supposed to, and if not...c'est la vie! May 10 back a littleI went back to my last journal (h20genius) and read a little...It still amazes me sometimes the things I see...like some electronic behavior picture I found online in some science story http://tk.files.storage.msn.com/x1pc_jqddVOWRnSpMo120BvuECL21Fm7hB5ms09ZgQAg-7o9KjdJSE7UwlJdEy_dJFXO8osATFiMBIf5kaWIBVeW9hHHCJg9GOW3cguxhhHipstqAc9WgThLjXQnca_7Ah-bq6eEaHilac and when I saw the picture I immediately turned it 90 degress and saw two faces close to one another, as though they were lovers, gazing into one another's eyes. The entire entry is http://spaces.msn.com/h20genius/blog/cns!856F7A9C18F7300B!1052.entry I definitely see things differently. A few minutes ago I was reading (another journal entry from h20genius) a few words about treasure, saw the word Atocha (which had many good treasures on it ) and it reminded me of what inscription my ex had the author Mel Fischer, of Key West-Atocha fame, write in the front of the book he had purchased, the inscription basically said something about one's treasure being that which is at home. On TV (as I re-read that particular journal entry) the history channel was on with a story about treasures found when the (Law) steamship was salvaged. I have to admit, it is sometimes difficult to follow the stuff I put in entries, but it all kinda goes together in some bigger picture,and when I point it out others see it. I guess those that will get it will get it. The string of coincidences really does mean something in this dimension. Like the thing earlier today with the orange shirt and blue pants...just coincidence, but something I notice...and I notice things all the time. Yeah a lot of people wear orange shirts and blue jeans, but... It has rained here most of the day, but we have escaped any bad storms. I got to eat some of the garden's provision this evening, those wonderful hot breakfast radishes and plump round radishes with the mesculen lettuce mix was yummy. I LOVE fresh garden greens. My purple Japanese iris started blooming today, in the front garden. I have always looked forward to those blooming every year. I was fortunate to be able to transplant those (successfully) from my last house. They are very special flowers to me. Peony transplanted well, but the blooms budded and then died back, the foliage looks good though, so I consider that single specimen to be a successful transplant too.The rains bring new plants to sprout and bloom every day, Ain't nature grand! Weird morning... Sometime around ten or so, who knows what time for sure, I heard a large crash outside, the sound of exploding glass. I looked outside and could see no one, except a neighbor wheelbarrowing some mulch to his plants. A moment later I saw my beau stick his head out of the shop, and he gestured as in who knows. Then, I saw a man in a bright orange shirt and blue jeans go past the house on the other side of the street, and my immediate thought was he had escaped from someplace and had tried to gain entrance to a neighbor's house, via a broken window. Part of that was correct. I motioned to my beau when I saw the man come back toward the house he had broken the window. We tried to interact with the individual but he was non-responsive for the most part. I could hear him ranting. He started back towards town (Madison) and my beau told me to go call the police. I said, no, I was not going to let the person get away, that I was going after him, so he could call the police. He did and I followed the guy, yelled for him to stop and followed him through our back yard back towards the house he was intent on getting inside. After a few moments, he escalated in his rantings and I heard noises at the oppsosite side of the house from the initial noise, and my beau stayed out there while I called 911, describing the individual's clothing and telling the dispatcher that he had escalated somewhat. A moment later, the police arrived, and after a few tense moments, the officer was able to subdue the person, without using his taser or other force. I did think it was interesting that in the time it took the officer to get here from the other side of town, that an animal control officer responded and pulled over, to assist when the officer got there. I came inside about 11:30 to fill out the police reports and saw my daughter had sent me another link for another video....this time it was a man dancing, the title was evolution in dance. She gave me the link as " http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMH0bHeiRNg&eurl [10:45 AM], saying, HE KNOWS ALL THE MOVES!!!!!!!!"
I went to the site to see the guy was wearing, what appeared to be an orange shirt (it said CRUSH on it...as in orange crush) and blue jeans. Strange world? Maybe. I had already completed my montage...but since the little incident I decided to add the other one too...I actually started today with orange in my collage, having colored in the "computer eye" from a cartoon copy/paste. Interesting. May 09 Yesterday I wrote: "What a weird little world I live in." "Changing the way one thinks about magic, boxes and plastic men..." my daughter gave me a link (she tried to get hold of me to watch the David Blaine special but apparently I was asleep) so I opened the link this morning, for Lego David Blaine, at http://youtube.com/watch?v=zh3UkbrBtal&search=david%20blaine I watched it a few minutes ago, and with dial up, had to run it through spurts and stops first then let it run again to actually see it, background for the special "in a fish tank". I thought it included interesting coincidence, here and there... In one picture, there is a house which looks a lot like the one I grew up in...just a coincidence; it is behind the Febreze bottle. I thought the Febreze bottle was interesting in that yesterday I wrote about two deaths that occurred in FEBruary...and those people definitely went into a box. Actually, when I thought about it, I remembered that my grandfather had died in Febrary years ago. Yes, it is a funny little world. My thinking is pretty much out of the box, but I can appreciate coincdences as they occur, in or out of the box. From the few frames captured as I watched the video in spurts, one included the little lego guy standing on playing card instructions and on the section I enlarged with my piddly paint program I saw the words "enough to read...playing card...sometimes...you point to one of...the known card..." so I did just that. I had already placed into the montage/collage all frames I was using and all I needed to do then was POINT to one of...the little alien spaceship that was in the frame above. Oh well, too bad I missed the special wrinkly magic man on TV...but I did enjoy the lego man.
Cartoons...
Hours later I am able to finish my entry, so there will be two collages/montages.
It's not that I have a morbid sense of humor...I just have an unusual way of looking at things, even death notices. I went through the comic strips today, and noticed in Sheldon he mentioned dune, as in a clock...so I went back to where I had viewed the obits online, the ones I wrote about that occurred in February, and sure enough: http://dunes.cincinnati.com/classifieds/obits/default.aspx was the site where I read the obits I wrote about. The word dune is in the address. Nothing unusual really, just drawing lines from dot to dot, shall we say. I put in Cincinnati.com and the address came up http://news.cincinnati.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?Category=CINCII . So I hit the obituaries link and this came up: http://www.cincinnati.com/obits/ and when the calendar came up the DUNES part of the address came back (http://dunes.cincinnati.com/classifieds/obits/default.aspx?d=2/8/2006) Does anyone else notice this stuff? I drew some other ones too, as I went. The number 42 came up in the cartoons, and another one mentioned something about over my shoulder, and in my mind, GOD is always over MY shoulder, so does 42 = God...maybe... Also over my shoulder, in the real physical sense here, is a poster, framed and sitting in front of my mirror; on the back are the numbers 1342. The poster was designed by some people I met a few years ago; the poster is of their vision/version of Metatron's Wheel. Metatron is, according to internet findings, God's big angel (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metatron) the right hand man, so to sperak: http://www.pantheon.org/articles/m/metatron.html ; Metatron is the one everyone (angels anyway) listens to, second only to God. Could be, but I don't recall reading his name in my Bible. I do believe though that there is a hierarchy in everything, and with so many versions and visions and interpretations, it is hard to say what name someone/something goes by. Of course, every religion has it "right", so my job is just to draw lines. I can tell you what a small world it is, via the obits. Down the block from me is an old church, and one of the members (an elderly neighbor) told me she used to come to the property on which I now live, to attend the tabernacle services that were held here. Well, the building is still here, and some believe the ground to be sacred. One day, while assisting in some outdoor reparations on the church, I took a few moments to speak with the current minister's wife, and she and I discussed her children. Turns out, one of her children digs gravesites here, and she said that another son worked at a funeral home with which I am very familiar in Cincinnati, T.P. White and Sons. I found it even smaller when I realized my beau had a keychain with the name Croxton on it. That is funeral owner's name. Small world, indeed. Just connecting the dots.
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