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    May 16

    Veda Veil View

    I am in a stream of consciousness:

    There is a story today about the Musée de l'Orangerie...yesterday I put a montage on, calling it lorange...it had the guy with the orange crush and clock on it (http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/16/arts/design/16oran.html? and while on the NYTimes site saw another story http://www.nytimes.com/2006/05/16/science/16class.html titled: A, B, C, D, Fang, Beak, Sky ... My Maya Crash Course. When I read that I was finally able to go back to my montage for today and finish it. I pasted the seven little characters from the story into my montage...all seven glyphs mean UHT a word that means to happen. This from the story:

    "The first four glyphs fixed time in relation to the mythic Maya past. The fifth glyph was one variation of "And then it happened." The following glyphs established the day and month when a king ascended the throne, in the eighth century A.D., K'inich Akul. A final glyph referred to the ruler's deified ancestor."

    There is always more to discover, just when people think they have it down, lol. And speaking of kings...

    In my mail I found that the Cincinnati Observatory is giving some info on Jupiter: "The king of the solar system is back. Jupiter has returned to the evening skies with its fabled red spot and 63 moons." (Jupiter Days Four Evenings to See the Giant of the Solar System At the Cincinnati Observatory Center May 25-28 from 8:30-11:00pm. I won't be able to be there but I have seen Jupiter before.I am going off task...back to the montage...

    In the montage are the words from a comic strip, "I developed an alphabet" which I changed to "bet alpha opened veda veil"...Alpha being JC of course. I went to find a definition for veda and veil for those who might read this and came across this site: http://www.phoenixmasonry.org/masonicmuseum/glossary/glossary_v.htm and this was informational about vedas: http://www.indhistory.com/vedas-upanishads-puranas.html

    And for whatever reason, I decided to look here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_(Hinduism) since MAYA was a keyword for me today Nothing like a little randomized enlightenment...

     

    Got my new gutter rail boxes planted today...some WAVE petunias, geraniums, dusty miller, coleus, impatiens, asparagus fern. Not much of a selection but fine for this year. Maybe by next year I will find out where all the greenhouses are for something different. A friend today said she would give me some of her batchelor's buttons for the yard. How wonderful!

    My Collage/Montage:

    May 15

    I did not sleep well, nothing new in that though. Yesterday, I watched a few minutes of decoding the da vinci code or something like that, and saw the words san greal and then again they moved a letter so it read sang real, and it stuck in my head half the night. I rearranged the letters a few times, some of which are in the day's montage: ra angels, as angler, las range, la sangre...to name a few of the anagrams. I even had my own made up word lasagner, which I attributed to the Garfield influence, lol. I had this thing about feathers too, las, being the word which took me there, and I came upon a certain code of sorts which included a feather...it meant keys in hand. Did I ever mention the time I opened a locked van door in the presence of a police officer, and my sister, using a feather a key which did not fit the lock and the belief that the door would open? Anyway, maybe another time. I did manage to open the door because of that feather, lol...and the belief of course.

    The word sangre means blood, so I was brought to thinking abouyt the sangre de cristo mountains again. looked up one of the newspapers online and saw it had an enchantment guide, and since I had put a reference to enchanted learning on the montage...I checked it out. I am more interested in the other side of the mountains, the Colorado side. Sometimes I go to the sitefound a while back, just to see what's going on in the area: http://sangre-de-cristo.com/westcliffe/index.htm. My eldest sister has a view of Mt. Horn outside her window; I was fortunate to view that and know where she is building a house for her retirement.

    I wish...

    Anyway...today it rained more, so not much got done around here. I do now have a new "gutter window box", thanks to the beau, which hangs over the porch rail and though it is shallow it is fine for growing some herbs, maybe pertunias or impatiens...something colorful. He moved some of the doors away from the entrance to the shop, so it looks about 15% better, because that is how much of the yard junk was moved, lol. Progress...baby steps. Tomorrow I will purchase some annuals and see if more work can be done in the yard.

     

    Sometimes I wonder why certain e-mails come into my box days after the date it says they were posted, and other times, I figure it is all in divine order, so not to wonder. I generally clear all mails, leaving none unread when I close the box, so I certainly notice when there is a mail that shows up further down on the list, and appears to be from a date such as today's mail, with the date the 10th on it (Long Range Solar Forecast/05.10.2006)...today being the 15th. A bit of a walk around the block with the e-mail, eh? Obviously, the story was on slowing: http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2006/10may_longrange.htm?list130583 and there is that R A N G E thing...must be a timing thing, lol.

    Kids sent me some roses, lilies and statice today. Nice little surprise to brighten my day.

    May 14

    Happy Momma's Day

    I wrote stuff, the computer went off, the words evaporated and I decided just to put the montage on, and forget about whatever I wrote, because it really doesn't matter all that much. Yeah, we caught a mouse during the night, and for some reason today, I noticed the word CATCH in what I was doing at the same time I had the show ANGEL EYES on TV today, and heard one of the characters say his name was CATCH, so...yeah, I am still in sync, no problem. I put the words what's the catch into the browser and did a search and the first thing that came up was tom and jerry, of course, a cat and mouse game!
     
    Sooooooooooooo, in honor of momma everywhere, happy mother's day ladies!
    May 13

    Rainy day and attiude to match

    Mouse poo...an experience I have not had in a long time. The last time I cleaned up mouse poop I was living in Cleveland Heights and had a mouse named Booyo. Now, after months of ignoring the problem, and using utensils that I keep in the wire basket by the sink for meals, I cleaned out the drawers. I washed every single utensil, brush, knife, nut pick, corn cob holder...well, you get the idea. Mouse traps now sit in the empty drawers and fortunately, the containers I normally keep these items in, in the drawer, can hold them on the island while I decide if I will ever put them back into a drawer again. Mouse poo, urine and bleach have given me reason not to go back in the kitchen today. Leftovers that I can heat in the microwave tonight, that is as far as I want to go. I have made some attempt at montage in the past few days, but the rain and some other issues leave me uninspired at the moment. Last I left off, there was some mention of the orange shirt.blue pants thing, so I incorporated those into the montage with a few dribs and drabs of comic strip frames.

     

    After a year, the building permit now sits in the front window, meaning; there is actual intent to build that which the $58 dollar permit states issuance, a 15 by 20 bedroom. It is something. A bonus room comes below it, with the only place to finally put a storage closet of some sort. This house has one small closet in the bathroom, and not being the most organized at this point, one can imagine my consternation at not being able to put things away like I am used to. Some may say, get rid of stuff, but unless I pare down to a week's worth of clothing, bedding and keep nothing extra, the house should have at least one more closet. I know, I know, there were armoires in the 1800's and people had plenty of room. I have one armoire, and yes, I could stand to get rid of a few things, but...I am not going to buy another five armoires unless I win the lottery, which would be nice, and I doubt many more closets will be built. I have done a fair job of dismantling my life from a ten room house, with closets and storage abundanza, to nothing but a bathroom closet and basement storage, but at least I have that. I suppose my mood may be discernable today...flat. I have many things about my life that few would know about or understand, so I rarely actually reveal them outright. I try to be more optimistic; real life can often be somewhat disappointing.

     

    A little disappointment came yesterday, when I learned someone had complained about the yard. I would too if I didn't live here. It can be very frustrating for me at times, knowing where and how I used to live. This is all so difficult at times, but I keep trying to chip away at the yard, with little money, and not as much braun as I used to have. I have planted a lot of perrennials, trees and shrubs, but the yard still has a lot of "stuff" in it, the house falling apart and the huge pile of lumber ( the cut city tree) in the yard. Yeah, the two pick up trucks are gone, as is the six foot satellite dish, a lot of trash and metal waste. A lot remains, and it is not so simple to just remove everything; it is building salvage, which means it might be used someplace, sometime. So, windows sit in the yard, doors, large pieces of wood, etc., etc., and I cannot move it out of the yard. Inasmuch as I hate moving things two or three times, I am tired of looking at it all myself, so as much as I dislike the extra work, may just go ahead and move it all to the other side of a building here, and see if some miracle occurs that allows space for all this stuff in the shop basement someday. Of course, all the stuff that needs to be cleared out of the shop basement still sits there. If people only knew how frustrating it is. I used to have a garage with pegboard, tolls lined up, you know the routine. Neat and orderly. The lawn mower was never put away with gas in it, no oil on the garage floor. I have no garage now, but my lawnmower is not here either, so it really doesn't matter. I will plug away as I can, and try not to let it get me down so much. I can only DO so much. Last year I tried to rid the yard of johnson grass, and this year, it has come back twice what it was. Yeah, agent orange might get rid of it, but in the meantime, I try to apply weed killer here and there and still plant other things.

     

    It has rained all week, so I have not really been able to do much outside, and just as well, I suppose, as I have injured and re-injured my back enough that I know I have worked a bit much out there. I am waiting for the copper gutter/window boxes to be made, so I can maybe grow some herbs in them, but that hasn't happened yet. I hope there will still be a few herbs left at Lowe's (only place I know of at the moment) because I would really like some basil and rosemary,etc., I started some seeds in a strawberry pot, but the seeds have just sproted their true leaves, so it will be awhile. I know, it takes patience to grow a garden, and I am not acting very patient. Not when I see plants six inches tall at the store, and I don't even have the planter ready yet. Such is life, I suppose I should just be quiet for the rest of the day.

     

    Here is the collage.montage that I made since the 11th. Not much, but something strings things together and in a few days I know something better will happen. I did not check spelling today, so if you find a mistake, you were supposed to, and if not...c'est la vie!

    May 10

    back a little

    I went back to my last journal (h20genius) and read a little...It still amazes me sometimes the things I see...like some electronic behavior picture I found online in some science story http://tk.files.storage.msn.com/x1pc_jqddVOWRnSpMo120BvuECL21Fm7hB5ms09ZgQAg-7o9KjdJSE7UwlJdEy_dJFXO8osATFiMBIf5kaWIBVeW9hHHCJg9GOW3cguxhhHipstqAc9WgThLjXQnca_7Ah-bq6eEaHilac and when I saw the picture I immediately turned it 90 degress and saw two faces close to one another, as though they were lovers, gazing into one another's eyes. The entire entry is http://spaces.msn.com/h20genius/blog/cns!856F7A9C18F7300B!1052.entry I definitely see things differently.

    A few minutes ago I was reading (another journal entry from h20genius) a few words about treasure, saw the word Atocha (which had many good treasures on it ) and it reminded me of what inscription my ex had the author Mel Fischer, of Key West-Atocha fame, write in the front of the book he had purchased, the inscription basically said something about one's treasure being that which is at home. On TV (as I re-read that particular journal entry) the history channel was on with a story about treasures found when the (Law) steamship was salvaged. I have to admit, it is sometimes difficult to follow the stuff I put in entries, but it all kinda goes together in some bigger picture,and when I point it out others see it. I guess those that will get it will get it. The string of coincidences really does mean something in this dimension. Like the thing earlier today with the orange shirt and blue pants...just coincidence, but something I notice...and I notice things all the time. Yeah a lot of people wear orange shirts and blue jeans, but...

    It has rained here most of the day, but we have escaped any bad storms. I got to eat some of the garden's provision this evening, those wonderful hot breakfast radishes and plump round radishes with the mesculen lettuce mix was yummy. I LOVE fresh garden greens. My purple Japanese iris started blooming today, in the front garden. I have always looked forward to those blooming every year. I was fortunate to be able to transplant those (successfully) from my last house. They are very special flowers to me. Peony transplanted well, but the blooms budded and then died back, the foliage looks good though, so I consider that single specimen to be a successful transplant too.The rains bring new plants to sprout and bloom every day, Ain't nature grand!

    Weird morning...

    Sometime around ten or so, who knows what time for sure, I heard a large crash outside, the sound of exploding glass. I looked outside and could see no one, except a neighbor wheelbarrowing some mulch to his plants. A moment later I saw my beau stick his head out of the shop, and he gestured as in who knows. Then, I saw a man in a bright orange shirt and blue jeans go past the house on the other side of the street, and my immediate thought was he had escaped from someplace and had tried to gain entrance to a neighbor's house, via a broken window. Part of that was correct. I motioned to my beau when I saw the man come back toward the house he had broken the window. We tried to interact with the individual but he was non-responsive for the most part. I could hear him ranting. He started back towards town (Madison) and my beau told me to go call the police. I said, no, I was not going to let the person get away, that I was going after him, so he could call the police.

    He did and I followed the guy, yelled for him to stop and followed him through our back yard back towards the house he was intent on getting inside. After a few moments, he escalated in his rantings and I heard noises at the oppsosite side of the house from the initial noise, and my beau stayed out there while I called 911, describing the individual's clothing and telling the dispatcher that he had escalated somewhat. A moment later, the police arrived, and after a few tense moments, the officer was able to subdue the person, without using his taser or other force. I did think it was interesting that in the time it took the officer to get here from the other side of town, that an animal control officer responded and pulled over, to assist when the officer got there.

    I came inside about 11:30 to fill out the police reports and saw my daughter had sent me another link for another video....this time it was a man dancing, the title was evolution in dance. She gave me the link as " http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dMH0bHeiRNg&eurl

    [10:45 AM], saying, HE KNOWS ALL THE MOVES!!!!!!!!"

     

    I went to the site to see the guy was wearing, what appeared to be an orange shirt (it said CRUSH on it...as in orange crush) and blue jeans. Strange world? Maybe.

    I had already completed my montage...but since the little incident I decided to add the other one too...I actually started today with orange in my collage, having colored in the "computer eye" from a cartoon copy/paste. Interesting.

    May 09

    Yesterday I wrote: "What a weird little world I live in."

    "Changing the way one thinks about magic, boxes and plastic men..." my daughter gave me a link (she tried to get hold of me to watch the David Blaine special but apparently I was asleep) so I opened the link this morning, for Lego David Blaine, at http://youtube.com/watch?v=zh3UkbrBtal&search=david%20blaine I watched it a few minutes ago, and with dial up, had to run it through spurts and stops first then let it run again to actually see it, background for the special "in a fish tank". I thought it included interesting coincidence, here and there...

    In one picture, there is a house which looks a lot like the one I grew up in...just a coincidence; it is behind the Febreze bottle. I thought the Febreze bottle was interesting in that yesterday I wrote about two deaths that occurred in FEBruary...and those people definitely went into a box. Actually, when I thought about it, I remembered that my grandfather had died in Febrary years ago. Yes, it is a funny little world. My thinking is pretty much out of the box, but I can appreciate coincdences as they occur, in or out of the box. From the few frames captured as I watched the video in spurts, one included the little lego guy standing on playing card instructions and on the section I enlarged with my piddly paint program I saw the words "enough to read...playing card...sometimes...you point to one of...the known card..." so I did just that. I had already placed into the montage/collage all frames I was using and all I needed to do then was POINT to one of...the little alien spaceship that was in the frame above.

    Oh well, too bad I missed the special wrinkly magic man on TV...but I did enjoy the lego man.

     

    Cartoons...

     

    Hours later I am able to finish my entry, so there will be two collages/montages.

     

    It's not that I have a morbid sense of humor...I just have an unusual way of looking at things, even death notices.

    I went through the comic strips today, and noticed in Sheldon he mentioned dune, as in a clock...so I went back to where I had viewed the obits online, the ones I wrote about that occurred in February, and sure enough: http://dunes.cincinnati.com/classifieds/obits/default.aspx was the site where I read the obits I wrote about. The word dune is in the address. Nothing unusual really, just drawing lines from dot to dot, shall we say. I put in Cincinnati.com and the address came up http://news.cincinnati.com/apps/pbcs.dll/section?Category=CINCII . So I hit the obituaries link and this came up: http://www.cincinnati.com/obits/ and when the calendar came up the DUNES part of the address came back (http://dunes.cincinnati.com/classifieds/obits/default.aspx?d=2/8/2006) Does anyone else notice this stuff?

    I drew some other ones too, as I went. The number 42 came up in the cartoons, and another one mentioned something about over my shoulder, and in my mind, GOD is always over MY shoulder, so does 42 = God...maybe...

    Also over my shoulder, in the real physical sense here, is a poster, framed and sitting in front of my mirror; on the back are the numbers 1342. The poster was designed by some people I met a few years ago; the poster is of their vision/version of Metatron's Wheel. Metatron is, according to internet findings, God's big angel (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metatron) the right hand man, so to sperak: http://www.pantheon.org/articles/m/metatron.html ; Metatron is the one everyone (angels anyway) listens to, second only to God. Could be, but I don't recall reading his name in my Bible. I do believe though that there is a hierarchy in everything, and with so many versions and visions and interpretations, it is hard to say what name someone/something goes by. Of course, every religion has it "right", so my job is just to draw lines.

    I can tell you what a small world it is, via the obits. Down the block from me is an old church, and one of the members (an elderly neighbor) told me she used to come to the property on which I now live, to attend the tabernacle services that were held here. Well, the building is still here, and some believe the ground to be sacred. One day, while assisting in some outdoor reparations on the church, I took a few moments to speak with the current minister's wife, and she and I discussed her children. Turns out, one of her children digs gravesites here, and she said that another son worked at a funeral home with which I am very familiar in Cincinnati, T.P. White and Sons. I found it even smaller when I realized my beau had a keychain with the name Croxton on it. That is funeral owner's name. Small world, indeed. Just connecting the dots.

     

    May 08

    Three months later...

    What a weird little world I live in.

     

    I was thinking today about my friend Gary, who had a twin brother, Larry, that died in February. I was also thinking about my ex husband, whose name is Gary Young and it just so happened that today, in reading the OBIT section of the Cincinnati paper for a reason I cannot explain, I ran across my EX husband's name because as stated in the OBITs his "special" sister Tarah had died and between her name and Larry Holt's name http://dunes.cincinnati.com/classifieds/obits/obitdisplay.aspx?d=2/8/2006&st=1&id=551811d=2/8/2006&st=1&id=551811 were two people, so had I read the paper that day I would have seen it. 

     

    Now when the deaths occurred, I had no idea Tarah had died, as she was only 33 years old. I came to Cincinnati about 5 days before Gary's (my friend's) brother died, because he needed me there with him. I suppose it is a good thing I never actually saw the newspaper that day, because I am sure I would have wanted to be cordial to my EX and family, but I suppose it was best that I did not know she had died. I now understand though, why I kept getting the feeling that her son, Zach was needy. I felt a strong compunction at the time I was thinking of Zach, and I cannot say for sure when that was, but I felt a little anxious for not trying to find out what was going on, passing it off as something I could not do anything about, since my ex really has no interest in talking to me about anything. When he left, he closed me off, and his step-sister pretty much believed whatever he told her and the rest of the family about why we parted. They were his lies, not mine. I still don't know but one piece of the reasoning, and that was flawed in how he represented it; I was a pretty darned good wife, never cheated, was faithful in love, with butterflies still after a few years of marriage,I believed it all, so who knows what his mind was thinking. I always said he lost his marbles. My life has never been the same since.

    Anyway, I was sorry to see she had died leaving behind a few children, and a husband. I was however, glad I was with my friend Gary, to comfort him and his sister in their time of grief and family transitioning. I guess now I have a few more reasons why certain thoughts came to me about Zach and Tarah a couple of months ago, and since then. My Mosaic of Minor Miracles archives tell of that time briefly. Starting from February 1st http://spaces.msn.com/h20genius/blog/cns!856F7A9C18F7300B!903.entry

    when I was aware I would be on a deathwatch, until I went back home, there were many unusual things that occurred, and yes, I even mentioned my ex husband at least once in my writing. http://spaces.msn.com/h20genius/blog/cns!856F7A9C18F7300B!917.entry

     

     

    I always like to think of my ex on Mother's Day, too, because he chose that day to leave me and it was also the day we spread my mother's ashes on her grave, so he was a great memory maker that day, lol. It IS a good thing I have so many GOOD memories to allow certain ones to be remembered without so much pain. That's what happens when you can still love someone who has caused you so much, lol. God IS good to me.

    Morning's Glory

    A friend sent me a care package...on it she wrote M E D I A. Inside a fine collection of magazines, some on gardening, some on food, a few homeowner types, and a civilian re-enacting magazine. I love magazines; it works for my A.D.D. brain; I like the pictures, glossy, beautiful flowers, etc. One of the magazines, called Garden Design, says "color your world" on the cover; and I borrow part of a quote from the article, "The key thing to remember is that color is a gift to revel in...".

    My last journal was called My Mosaic of Minor Miracles, and it was kinda fun when I read the title of the collection of small space gardens article called Minor Miracles. In one of the gardens, I saw pea gravel used in the paths which made me think part of our garden could include pea gravel, as I was impressed with how it looked in a small area. The people who owned one particular featured garden also own their own "garden design/build" business, called Mosaic (they are inEugene,OR) and since their internet address was given, I pass it along: http://www.mosaic-gardens.com/. The center of their garden included a stock tank...something I have wanted since I was a kid. Maybe someday I willhave my stock tank...Also in this Garden Design magazine (April 2006) was an article on trilliums, one of my favorite wildflowers, second to Jack in the Pulpit. I miss my old shade garden filled with them, so for now, I have a good start with a shovelful that a friend dug for me.

    Cool watering cans in the magazine remind me that my beau makes a beautiful copper one, and I keep waiting for him to make one for me . Of course, copper prices just doubled, so it may be awhile...meanwhile, here is a photo of one he made and sold: http://www.cunninghamtinner.com/images/wateringcan1.jpg

    This morning, my beau brought me the single, plump, ripe strawberry from our garden. Yesterday, it was a bowlful of breakfast radishes. Maybe next year we will have more yield by this time, but for now these little things in life bring me joy: a cup of coffee on a crisp spring morning, a handful of magazines, a single, red, ripe strawberry and ideas for gardens in an area that just two years ago was covered in weeds, garbage, dead pick up trucks,and no one to care.

    My beau just brought the wicker settee to the porch, and I have to say, that glossy, black paint sure looks nice on my old wicker. It has been painted a number of colors inthe past,but never black. Classy look, I think, and it will protect the twisted paper material (that it is made of) so I can enjoy it a little longer. Later this afternoon I'll put the old cushions on it, when sure the paint is dry. I bought this set from a friend in Cleveland (Shaker Heights) when I was all of 22. At the time, I paid what I thought was a lot of money for it. Funny life's little circles. Here I am, about 30 years later, painting it to use on the only part of our covered porch that does not leak. The house has a curved covered porch in great need of repair, but hey, I can only sit on part of it at a time anyway, right? Gotta have attitude, I guess, since I don't have money again. Good thing I have always been creative. For that I thank my momma, for giving me the eyes to see potential and promise in things common, and the creative ability to make things look nice even without much money.

     

    Up early and made a montage, but as I went to do my entry the computer froze up...we have an ongoing debate here about why this happens whenever I go to my spaces.msn.com sites. Any hoots, here is today's special, so to speak:

    May 07

    A tenet be...

    Today's horoscope: (for Saturday, May 6th)

    "Success really isn't about the final product. It's about how you conducted yourself to get that result. You're lucky that both your moral code and your work are stellar."

    Speaking of stellar...again, lol...I am glad the stars are watching, lol. Oh, , btw, today is astronomy day; I suppose we are supposed to be watching them, lol.

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    Uh...I forgot to put that on yesterday. I had already done one entry and it seemed silly to do so unless I had more to write. So...a day later, that's ok...astrology reared its funny head in cartoons today right away, so not putting that on yesterday didn't really affect anything I had to write about. I finished my montage by 11:30, even with interruptions, and at this point, need to get back out to painting again, without checking any more mail, horoscopes, etc....

    Today's anagram in the montage is "a tenet be..." from the title of the book held in one part of the Sheldon cartoon today.

     

    I went away after writing that oaragraph plus, so here I am hours later...finished painting. Time for a new castle and a little history channel (dragons on at the moment). I really like today's montage/collage. Hope whomever sees it does too.

    May 06

    Hippo Pip OH

    The mail came. I got my new House and Garden magazine; it has "Worth the Wait!" as the lead cover story. I couldn't help but notice the ads. If you recall, yesterday's word was "eohippus"...so an anagram had to be something so simple...eohippus=use hippo. I also saw (in anagramming) Hope is UP! And of course, HOUSE PIP...must be as in BLIP! So what do I see in the new magazine?

    In the magazine, there is a blue hippopotamus-shaped desk on page 34, and the ad on the next page is interesting too; a nice black and white ad with a designer, Vera Wang, standing next to a dress, presumably her design: "by Serta" (the mattress people of course.) I hear a horn blow on the river...oh, and on page 57, a necklace with three acorns on it. Acorns? Hmmm, a coincidence, maybe,  that yesterday's montage began with acorns and on page 154...Stellar Casts...Hmmm, stellar, eh? Old joke; last journal.(<http://spaces.msn.com/h20genius/blog/cns!856F7A9C18F7300B!1317.entry>) One of a few stellar entries, lol.

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    n the back cover  of the magazine, the words, "The word 'engineering' means different things to different people." I'll say...

    Since it is a beautiful day outside, I spent most of it painting. I put a second coat on the window sashes and put coat number one on the settee, part of an old wicker set I have had for years, I always wanted to paint it black, and since that is the color being used on the sashes, black it is. Tomorrow I will do a second coat and try to get the chair done.

    My daughter and I had a nice IM conversation a minute ago. We miss each other a lot. The older of the two wrote earlier, "Mom's weekend up here and it has really opened my eyes to something. I am truly thankful to have a mom like you. All the roomies are putting on their best dressed and cleaning the apartment, but then they are hiding things in their rooms and watching what they say, hiding certain stories. And all i can say, is that i don't have to do ANY of that. THANK GOD!!!! I am glad I can be myself with you. That I can be honest and I can be myself. I am glad you have let me become me and I am happy and proud to show you who I really am. I love our relationship and I love you! and who I have become because of you. Thanks!" Wow! that was nice. I miss my kids a lot. This will be the first mother's day coming up that I can't just walk in the other room and hug them. Some changes are way too hard.

    Any hoots, here is today's montage, plus I took a photo of the just received House and Garden mag, showing the hippo really does exist.

    May 05

    eohippus

    I started my day like any other, with not much sleep. The beau was up half the night, and by 5:30 we were both up, coffee cup in hand, he in the shop and me ready to copy and paste my way though the first cup of coffee. The two cats ran through the house and I said aloud, "sounds like eohippus!"

    Well, that was all I needed was the day's word, so there it is E O H I P P U S. It did not necessarily mean much to me other than it being a small extinct horse, one called eohippus meaning "dawn horse". So, I put the word on my blank paint screen on the desktop and built the montage as I went through cartoons. Funny, they all have a way of going together into a vignette of possibilities. I checked out a couple of sites:

    http://www.geocities.com/Colosseum/Park/7841/horse_evol/eohippus.html and one being http://www.christiananswers.net/q-aig/aig-c016.html which gave a more Christian perspective. I had to laugh at the fact that the cats got me started on this stuff this morning. As a matter of fact, the one the vet called BORSE is the one whose little feet I heard.. BORSE as in Boris the horse.

    Next cartoon, I used the rocking horse at http://www.tmsfeatures.com/tmsfeatures/servlet/com.featureserv.util.Download?file=20060505csbgg-a-p.jpg&code=csbgg. What a flow, lol....

     

    Hours later...I got three window sashes painted today, and part of a frame stripped. No yard work today. Back is out. I am finishing up my cartoons, and the TV is on, TNT, I hear the detective on Law & Order say, "Why don't we just get it from the horse's mouth?" I had figured today's montage was pretty much completed, and then I opened Fusco Brothers I saw the perfect illustration to complete it...nuts.

    May 04

    out of the box

    About that star stuff...I copied and pasted this blurb just found on space.com:

    "We always like to categorize things and put hem into a box," Ryder said of supernovae. "And it's the things that jump from one box to another that are potentially the most interesting because they tell you maybe we don't understand these things as well as we though we did." (from Hidden Star Explains Supernova Oddity ) It was 1:00 AM when the story was posted, I guess, which may account for the words I highlighted red being spelled incorrectly.

    "It's very weird to see that kind periodic behavior and that's what gave us the main clue..."

    Me too, lol. It caught my attention because I had already done my montage, though not yet put it on my journal, since the computer freezes up so often when I upload my pictures onto spaces.com or add an entry. Any hoots...In my montage, I used something about a box, linking something in a box to something I saw in a photo from space...as in "up there". Just making the connections like I normally do.

    Normal, whatever that is. I have almost completed shoring up the parking pad, digging and shoveling the dirt/gravel/johnson grass mix. I was attacked by a number of ants who were very upset I disturbed their nests under the slate, so I was unable to move all of the slate, and left a corner of the parking pad untouched, where most of the johnson grass is still growing. The more you dig that stuff the more it grows, but sometimes you just need to get in there and dig some of it up. The whole hillside is covered in it, and it will take years of dosing and cutting to get it to the point of controlling it, and who knows if it will ever be eradicated. My chances of ridding the parking pad of it are much better than any other area of the yard, though.

    Of course, I did too much AGAIN! I did, however, plant a pink althea next to the sidewalk. It was a cuitting from the old plant in the yard, finally having a few roots on it. So rain, rain, rain, and all will be fine. Or at least, if I remember to water there, lol, I have yet to figure out where I will be planting the pussy willow cuttings, and if nothing else, I can plant them in the plastic containers all the plants (I bought from Lowes) came in, and plant them next year. I suppose I could be digging a trench, as my beau wants done, or doing other things in the yard, but this is kinda' my thing...for now anyway. I am putting as much energy as possible into what I want to get started in the yard, that which I can do by myself, as the foundation for the landscaping. There is only so much I can do, as we really need a ditch witch or bobcat in here to move dirt. I have managed to move quite a bit myself but...at a price.

    The Easter lilies received from a friend have taken hold well in the yard, some still blooming. I should take more time to smell them before the blooms are completely gone this year. The cats were almost gone today. When I talked to a delivery man for a minute, the one who just came back from the vet walked into the street as though part of his yard; later he ran across the street after the female did so. Needless to say, after my beau captured them, they were under house arrest the rest of the day.

    Need to rest, relax and zone out a while.

    Today's montage:

    May 03

    the difference? PS


    Blips... (the CNN weather reporter said at 12:50 pm) they "saw a blip in Niue (pronounced "nyooay")" (which sounds a little like new whey) regarding the earthquake that occurred near the small island which is north, north east of Tonga (19°02S 169°55W).

    Blipps...that I wrote about earlier in the day:

    "Blipps to me are the teeny tiny little moments, those AHA's that come in some uncertain almost undetectable flit across the mindscape, that if you are lucky enough to capture, may make a difference somewhere."

    Yes, sometimes, the mere thought of something is enough to make a change someplace else, like the fluttering of wings of chaos, take one blip and change it somehow into something else, and who knows how things relate. I put my "blipps" entry on at 11:23:44 AM; and well, the "draft" was started a couple of minutes before that, and considering I have to upload my pictures twice (why IS that?).... It is a coincidence of course that my "blipps" occurred about the same time a "blip" occurred elsewhere. I just thought the terminology (of blip) was odd when I heard it used by the newscaster, just after using the word in my entry.

    The quake struck Tonga at Date: Wed, 03 May 2006 22:26:35 (Wednesday, May 03, 2006 at 11:26:35 AM (EDT) - Eastern Daylight) It was good to hear (Tsunami Warning Lifted After Tonga Quake </s/ap/20060503/ap_on_re_au_an/tonga_earthquake_18;_ylt=Aqn6QiYDy8sexK98B95.JRRNYhAF;_ylu=X3oDMTA2ZGZwam4yBHNlYwNmYw--> AP, 28 minutes ago ) that tsunami warnings were lifted.

    BLIP...it stuck in my mind; I thought back to what I put in my entry...jacks, part of a cartoon...it was in the montage...so I went back to search: BLIP

    "DrJack" is the creator of the BLIP™ (Boundary Layer Information Prediction)

    That really had nothing to do with predicting earthquakes, but somehow there was a connection.

    Hmmm, at one point I started to write, as a tagline, something about boundaries was my thought, I wrote "erase the lines and color everywhere...", then I changed my mind, using the B.L.I.P.P.S. instead. Boundaries are beneficial to some. I continued my search, running across some strange stuff. Of course, people may think this is strange stuff too. There are a few people using the word (made up word, I should say) as an online ID. I am not using the word as an ID, just as an acronym for a while, even though it is not an actual word in the dictionary with this spelling. The only difference between blip and blipps is the ps, right?

    Blips, Pips, Blipps, and Bleops

    My constant is change. This morning, I needed another change, the tagline still wasn't doing it for me, so I went with BLIPPS, not the usual spelling, because this entails a certain perspective, thus the extra "P". While I was at it, blipps take one to pips and a pip, one of the definitions according to the dictionary.com is, and here is the quote:

     

    "... it was called used for file copying (and in OS/8 and RT-11 for just about every other file operation you might want to do). It is said that when the program was written, during the development of the PDP-6 in
    1963, it was called ATLATL ("Anything, Lord, to Anything,Lord"; this played on the Nahuatl word "atlatl" for a spear-thrower, with connotations of utility and primitivity that were no doubt quite intentional)."


    "Anything, Lord, to Anything, Lord" I found this quite interesting. Yesterday my tagline was Anything is Possible, Ask God. I believe that wholeheartedly...it is my daily breath. Well, if you don't know that anything is possible by now, I won't be the one who can change your mind. You have to do that on your own. I just report things the way I see them. Sometimes, it is a bit different, but God gave me these eyes and the job, so I try to do my part.

    Blipps to me are the teeny tiny little moments, those AHA's that come in some uncertain almost undetectable flit across the mindscape, that if you are lucky enough to capture, may make a difference somewhere. Words, feelings, pictures, that thing that makes life a fun thing, BLIPPS are the markings of Belief, Laughter, Imagination, Possibilities, Perspective and Synchronicity. I noticed the staid definition included bleeps in regular blips , and to some extent I can go with that, because what the BLEEP do we know, (http://whatthebleep.com/) is a movie that helps define some of the ways I see.

    I started through my toons of the day, pasted "Love is..." and then when I got to a "Case in Point" noticed that there was actually a "blip" in the cartoon, oh what a world I live in...remember, this is all in the order in which it occurs here, folks. "A transient sharp upward or downward movement, as on a graph." is definition number 3 (http://dictionary.reference.com/search?q=blip) It's an "off the chart" sorta' thing, as a matter of fact. That was of course, today's Case in Point, cartoon, that is

     (http://www.comics.com/comics/acaseinpoint/archive/images/acaseinpoint2004885360503.gif)

    I just observe and document as I go along...

    Where WAS I? LOL...in the case in point, maybe you saw the "I" on the wall. The gods must be crazy. I am having hysterics this morning as I go through the comics. For my montage, I took part of a frame from one, where the dog says "Dog is God spelled backwards", and then I remembered my Newsweek received yesterday, wherein the print ad for the da Vinci Code/Symantec is purposefully printed backwards between pages 68 and 69. I took a picture of my breakfast egg on the ad. If you hold it up to the light...well, you'll get it sooner or later. The next cartoons included a little backwards humor, too. Life's little roll along is so much fun. I just string things together and wonder why others don't see it...Leonardo da vinci had this thing about mirroring...

    LEONARDO, my thing, however, is more like Do Ra Noel....

    May 02

    eating her curds and whey...

    Jumper, our new pet spider, is happy to hang out under the printer for now. I put six cents under one of the feet so he doesn't have to scrunch down so much to get in and out, and so I can kinda' keep my eye on him. After I posted an entry earlier today. we went to pick up our cat Boris, who has been at the vet for the past week. He had to have his abcessed leg reopened and since he had to go under gas in order to have that done, well, his finally got his little fix, and seems no worse for the experience. I also looked at some more cartoons when I came home, and once again decided to use the old cartoon bubble from non sequiter which said, "I always wondered how that worked" which translated into these two anagrams:

    www said don't look a whey red heart

    and

    Lord treated a kind way we show how

    and the cartoon frames used kinda' go with all that, too.

    Meanwhile, I have a red velvet cake in the oven...and I need to keep my eye on that!

    Off the cuff...

    I was looking at today's cartoons, and decided for some reason to use the Heathcliff cartoon, thus copied and pasted to begin my montage. I immediately thought about an anagram and went back to a previous "miracles" (my other journal) to find that which I needed was in the Non sequiter cartoon bubble using the words:

    "I always wondered how that worked."

    The day I chose to use that was because it was random choice, (and even the cartoon depicted that) as was today's choice...oh so random, huh? Chaos has its order.

    A spider came out from under the printer. It was small, black, hairy, big blue eyes, inquisitive and had a perfect red heart on it's back. I have run across one of these before, but it had a pink heart on it's back.... At first I thought the spider might be a black widow, because in the anagram I could see the word "widow" but then, I looked "black widow spiders" up on line and found this one looked nothing like a black widow. I did come across a photo of a jumping spider, with a white dot on the back, and figured, with those big blue eyes, it had to be one of those. (http://www.ou.edu/oupd/perjump.htm) shown on the internet site "The Police Notebook". The fact that I have seen these with pink and red colored heart markings instead of a white dot, is not really a huge surprise. They are funny little fellows, and I always marvel at their curiosity, and timing.

    Timing IS everything, is it not? When I pasted the words that were in the cartoon bubble, CNN was on with a story about breaking the code (8:53 AM?) of talking to teenagers, so I had to laugh. I have my own code I go by, so it seems. Anyway, in the Heathcliff cartoon, he is standing at home plate (on the baseball diamond) and the bubble in the cartoon has in it the words "WEE-O WEE-O". Below the frame, the cartoon caption reads, "He somehow manages to keep his consecutive game streak alive." In the anagram today, using words from a previous random cartoon bubble, the word WEE-O is there. The words in the anagram are:

    "Ask-Lord-that-weird-wee-o-handy-wow"...from the words "I always wondered how that worked."

    I

    f you look at the cartoon closely, you will see that Heathcliff has a handcuff. Go figure; it's all God's wit, not mine.
    May 01

    Happy May Day

    This is a good May Day, otherwise known as the first of May.
     
    I uncovered some sidewalk today and continued the garden towards the parking area. I call it more no-mow area. The plants were divided from others in the yard, except that the neighbor allowed me to dig up a small bunch of lilac colored bearded irises, and some moss rose from his yard. So, in addition to those newly re-located plants , I planted liriope, an unknown purple colored leaf plant given to me from another friend, some tiger lilies (maybe, tiger lilies; I have forgotten what I planted last year and just moved) and some ivy. I edged it all with slate.
     
    I went for a river walk, albeit a short one; first time in a long while. I found a large dino bone encased in rock and lugged it home, so with the extra 15 pounds of rock I was carrying, I was worn out when I got back. Done in the yard for the day.
     
    Montage? It figures an "empress" would show up in toons today, lol. I had never opened the particular comic strip before, but when I did, I saw the word "empress" was used.
    April 30

    an "empress" nearby

    Today I found out the name of the purple-flowered tree that grows between our shop and the house next door; it is called an "Empress tree" or Princess tree, a.k.a. the Paulownia tomentosa. I found a picture of the flower, leaves and seed pods at:

    http://www.biosurvey.ou.edu/okwild/emptree.html

     

    Some sites found on the internet say it is a valued tree while others consider it a pest. I have come to expect that statement about just about everythign that grows. I have seen no evidence of this particular tree leaving thousands of seedlings to grow unchecked. The blossoms smell wonderful, and are strewn all over the walkway in today's rains. This site:

     http://www.nps.gov/plants/alien/fact/pato1.htm

    seemed to have the most available information on it, about it's introduction around 1840, which is about the time houses (in this town) were sprouting up, coincidentally. According to the wikipedia:

     

    "In legend, it is said that the Phoenix will only land on the Empress Tree and only when a good ruler is in power."

     

    I read elsewhere that the belief states that the tree should be planted by the house so the Phoenix would come and protect them, and bring good luck.

    There is a pattern of reparation in the shop's brick, on the west side of the building, that I think looks like the Phoenix. Legend may contain some unusual truths.

    Speaking of odd, yes, my montage for the day may seem a bit odd at first, but I was just counting a little...showing a different perspective. And insofar as perspective goes...I am a little behind still on science stories. One story starts out, "OK, I’ve done the math. What you always suspected might be true … is true: namely that the best place in the solar system to see a total solar eclipse is Earth." (http://www.space.com/searchforlife/seti_egypt_eclipse_060427.html)

    Good going, Seth

    (Shostak); we have an option for viewing solar eclipses?

    MSN's horoscope for me today included this: "At this time you are especially attuned to telepathic messages, and you may send out a few yourself." Would that surprise anyone?

    April 29

    "this might be possible"

    S T R E A M

    O F

    C O N S C I O U S N E S S

    Today is April, 28th, the 17th Friday in the year 2006. **

    This is my horoscope:

    "A new endeavor is about to get underway, so learn all you can about every step you need to take. Educate yourself on all the possible methods, and you might just be able to pull off something really innovative."

    Innovation goes hand-in-hand with imagination , an inoculum of life that allows one to believe that ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE, and to move from that stance forward into whatever opportunities come available through honoring that belief, thus keeping one immune from a closed mind. So, since I started another blog of sorts, the horoscope may be right in that if I educate myself, with whatever it is the universe is trying to input into my ever-wondering mind, I may, indeed, be able to pull off that which they are asking of me.

    My beau brought me the colored pencils and my crude maps of the yard, so I could sit and color if I so desired. I took the time yesterday to walk most of the yard, mapping out where the perennials are so I will be less likely to dig them up come the next planting frenzy. I have them now and again, when I come across plants for the dividing at a friend's yard, or a romp in their woods. So, before I started to write, I took a photo of the pencils sitting upon my elementary charts. I noticed that the word STEP was visible in the photo I took of the drawings, so I now know I am on the "right path".

    Miracles, of sorts...I started with the h2ogenius journal, them found the coincidence and sychronicity became more of an everyday occurrence so I started writing the minor miracles down in the last journal, My Mosaic of Minor Miracles  and I don't think that which I write about are minor miracles anymore, thus the change of name, etc...besides, I just prefer this particular moniker. I had other blogs I started with the Rii4u name, on other sites, and there are some pages out there on geocities, yahoo, etc., links can be found via the My Mosaic of Minor Miracles or h2ogenius journal.

    I am writing in the stream of consciousness style that suits me best, and is generally written in the order of occurrence.

    INNOVATION

    ...I went to the MSN homepage, where the word INNOVATION caught my attention, so I checked it out, and found a story that interested my A.D.D. brain for a moment: an olive branch unearthed in volcanic ash has apparently caused some scientists to understand a certain history must be re-written.

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    That's as far as I got.

    **Today is not the 28th, it is now the 29th, and there are many reasons I did not get this posted, but who cares.

    Today is another day. I have learned that sometimes I don't need to push myself to the point of exhaustion, sometimes I can just relax and let some things go. So again, I am writing, in hopes of actually getting this posted. Today is Saturday, and the HGTV channel is running as I type. A few minutes ago, I started a montage, formerly I called these collages, but...anyway, I began my usual, and started with a "disguise" kit I saw on my yahoo mail background, and as soon as I pasted it, I heard on the HGTV program (9:05 AM) the word "disguise" so I figured I was in sync and to go from there.

     

    A headline caught my eye, and when I went to paste it into the montage, it landed where it made sense in many respects, so I left it there and went on. I saw a link at the bottom of the page and thought hmmm, water, my previous H2O moniker, and realized the WATER link went to>

    http://www2.foxsearchlight.com/water/ , a new movie.

    The AOL front page included a headline so I copied that, because the same word I used yesterday was present in the headline, the word INNOVATION. And so I move on again. My connection to the internet has been disrupted three times since starting this entry this morning.I remembered I wanted to put a photo of a pot (in which I accidentally boiled the water away) because I liked the design it made. I made the photos a few days ago and never got around to putting it on the journal.

    So the trailer page finally opens and I read, "Water is a story that pulls at the heart." I read a little about the movie and then decided to go do yard work for a while, because the computer went off a couple of times, and we were expecting rain at some point.

    Hours later, I am again in front of the computer, and opened the Rhymes with Orange cartoon, seeing the third frame of the cartoon and the words "OOPS! You set the water too hot ...Voila! You've made "a dog sweater". "A dog sweater" iImmediately translated into the anagram "sea water God", one of many possibiities.

    Speaking of water, checked radar and it appears it went around us again so maybe we will get some later.

    Going through cartoons...just ran across Drabble and inserted part of that into my montage.My beau came in and turned the TV back on again, National Treasure is on now. I have to wonder if I will ever get this entry done, lol. I go back to the montage and highlight the word treasures, already in the montage. Wizard of Id, and I see the words, uh...how do you spell intelligence? and of course, I think about how "spelling" (cauznefx) seemed to be where I started with my interest in documenting certain instances from my everyday life.

    "Maps have legends, maps have keys", says the character on the television, as he works through a riddle, and decides there is an invisible map on the back of the Declaration of Independence.

    So, I figure I am not getting any work done outside, and should get back outside before it rains. The "maps" of yesterday, but not the collage of yesterday, and that which I finished today, are the two pictures shown below.

    As I ready the post to publish entry I hear one of the characters say, "This might be possible." The other says, "It might."

     

    Everything is possible.